22nd Jan 07
today duno wad happen to me.sch gt nothin much as usual,didnt go pe as still abit sick.den maths we learnt factorisation of 4 terms den play a stupit "game".dun tok bout it.anyways after dat go plaza find ivan they all,i saw monica and yingying,they dun look much different.anyways,no ice cream machine so i called gen to inform ivan den after dat we met at lot 1.i duno what happen to mi.i just didnt talk.im feeling werid.what came over me?i tink deres something wrong wif mi.the whole time i was really silent.maybe im starting to be anti-social.its scaring me.i just feel like dying in a way.i rarely talk wif my old frens much nwadays and i didnt really make new ones.maybe im just meant to be alone.maybe i shld just die...argh.i just am feeling confused.i hate myself.i hate this bloody world.maybe expressing my anger would help?its worth a shot.IJ I RFN URIKWFP PFRJKFNSOIJKMNFUIHROIWSFJCKSOFJNOIPSNFIFJISJFIJWFR{POSKFis[OZIJDSGF _Idgfjoidsg;mfdjpaigjfpdgm jgirej,gpfdjgmkraepoyezr fbfohpk.hkm,pkmofd'fdhkflglfpd[gtlrep]fdh,lrkyporedfj,t[]0-8i45-rhflhkftplykdhkbjmftysreholktpoyrkdhno[tyjkprd'ophjmndoiyfjdor[hjgby[shjkopd[jytuojk[0o[tuhjkj,mbjmeortgtpv peiryhfijdhkodfghoiejryijaoirjypsi5trghjmnmgfhjkkgfkfkkkkkkkgkfdgkffkkggkhkgfkhkgkhjkklhggkk;gkjkjhlkhopkftopkhtopujkytoijityjogfhkofdhkflhklgfhkfl;ghkfgl;hkgfl;khl;fgkheopdrorhj[mfg[u0ohjepoirfjjufigh49w8rhjnfjhes'f;/ophjrditkdhifykdogkfdhjopkggjk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH.IM STUPID LAHS.i wish i ltr go down n will get hit by a car.i wish la,dun worry i dun haf guts to commit sucide de.but if this is really my last post(though unlikely)uh,den sayanora.tnx to all those hu cared for me.argh im being lame.im a stupit person.i hate life...
Monday, January 22, 2007 ; 6:08 pm