30th Jan
feeling fucked up nw...
ytd=hais,sch sian...after sch go bpp,bought dn comic 13:how to read n keychain...wasted $$$.sad lars.go outside dss wait 4 ian 1 hour den we sit n chat one hour...went home at 6...ian go my hse downstairs...den i go n pei him,brought dinner...hmm fired rice nice,den pei ian walk home den supposed to go tution but nvr cuz study for history test.scared gonna fail..hais.
today=sch today abit scared,nvr do hw.cher almost check.heng sia,hahas.after sch go leon teo hse...ply maple den listen songs.hahas.supposed to be home at 5.den 5.13 dad call mi,shout n scold mi bcuz i nvr go home.rushed home n reached at 5.43...no1 except maid at home.i realli hate my so-called "family" nw.i noe they care for mi but they do so extreme measures.its damn fuck lars...all i wanted was a few hours after sch to go out.is that so much?n somemore i go out nvr kill or cheat wad.wad the fuck is wrong?i no longer have feelings for "family" anymore.go home just get scolding.to mi nw,theres no such place as home.im just alone...in this rotten world...ltr gt go maths tution.at least the teacher dere is gd.maybe i will feel better...hope so...hope so...
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ; 5:50 pm