damn ehs
im so pissed
my frenster cant log in.cuz they say suspended?why?i heard my classmate who created the anti gongkia group anyhow report my frenster just cos julydia reported him created that group.and he even got more ppl to report.oh please,i did nothing wrong la.im just angry la.i didnt do anything wrong sia.why do i deserve this?and those ppl are really lame and immature.
and i hate myself.for not being able to fight back.i tried forgiving and forgiving people.but does it help?maybe if i go mad one day and beat them up,people would be afraid of me.would that solve my problems?and i can get my revenge too.good people often get beaten by the bad ones.is there any point in being good?
maybe its time i stopped being so nice.
i know i should be a good person and forgive others.like how Jesus died on the cross,for humans,and just forget about it.but then they would only continue.
im in a mood to kill.
Thursday, July 26, 2007 ; 8:03 pm