sighs..these days,i feel kinda moody.quite alot of things are going through in my head.about frens,school and all that.
ive more or less got over transferring to acs le.but when i go there,is my life improving at all?i wonder why my parents want me to go there.my life got worse since i went there.maybe ive become a little more hardworking,but at what cost?ive become more quiet,emo and anti social these days.somemore i go there and get shit everyday from some people.just what did i do wrong to deserve this?
and i feel like,im losing my frens one by one.i seldom talk to my pri sch frens le,and these days i talk to afew dunearnites only.me and my outside frens are not say that close,and me and acs ppl have nothing in common.maybe im fated to be lonely then.
i duno what makes me happy in my life.duno what shld i do.i always put up a fake smile infront of frens and family.i just need a really long break.
EDITED=im also in a bad mood .my family dont understand a thing.keep pushing me too far.i get stressed easily now.and i cant seem to be able to study well these days.and whenever i use the com or laptop,my didi or mum would make some sarcarstic comment.i hate it.nothing seems to be going right
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ; 9:11 pm